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This is how Dean Winchester shows you that he loves you.
To say that Dean Winchester is the love of your life is an understatement. You met him on a hunt a few years ago. At first, things didnât hit off between you. It was an eventual romance that you never saw coming. Now, youâve been together for more than a year. You are very happy in your relationship. Thus, the reason you arenât answering his calls has nothing to do with the fact that youâre mad at him. Not at all. You want to talk to him, just not right now.
The last hunt was hard. You and the brothers were up against some demons. They were threatening the safety of a family, and you had to save them. During the hunt, that was all you could think about. One of your flaws, if you could call it that, itâs that you took very seriously your role as a hunter when it came to saving people. It always took you down when you couldnât save someone. And sadly, that happened often. Today, it had been the youngest daughter of the family who you couldnât save. Normally, you would need a hot shower and a warm meal to bring you back. It didnât work this time. You had spent some time with the little girl before she was murdered. You liked her.Â
After the hunt was done, and you got to the bunker, you took the Impala and ran off. You drove for a few miles until you stopped by a greenery cliff. Youâve never been here before, but the sight makes you wish you had. Your phone has been ringing with Dean and Samâs calls ever since. Well, mostly Dean. You briefly wonder if heâs angrier that you left or that you left with his car. As if hearing your thoughts, your cellphone vibrates. On the callerâs ID reads Dean. Along with it, the picture that you chose for him stares back at you. Eyes light green and mischievous smile. Maybe you should answer, youâve been MIA for a few hours. You donât want them to get worried.
Youâve barely clicked on the green button when he starts talking. âHey, where are you? Why donât you pick up?â Under normal circumstances, you wouldâve told Dean to back off. But it was you who left without a word after a dangerous hunt.
âCalm down, Iâm ok,â you respond. âI just needed some air.â
âIâm sorry, you had me worried,â Dean murmurs.
You sigh, âIâm sorry.â For a moment, no one says anything. You can feel that Dean wants to add something, yet he knows better than to talk to you about the people you lose. For you, it works better to acknowledge it and move on. Alone. You donât like talking about it, you know you canât save everyone. âIâll return the Impala, sorry I didnât ask.â
âDonât worry, honey. Take your time.â Take your time? With his car? He mustâve been really worried.
âWhat is it, then?â
You know him too well. âWell, it just that⌠we had that reservation tonight. I was just wondering, do you still want to go? Itâs ok if you donât.â
Fuck, you completely forgot. You were going out with Dean after the hunt. Of course, you were, itâs Valentineâs! âShit, Iâm sorry -again-, with the hunt, I-â
âI know. As I said, I understand if you donât want to go anymore. Why donât we eat here instead?â
You really want to go out with Dean. Itâs not every day that you get to do that with the life you have. âNo, Iâll be there in fifteen. Then just give me half an hour to get ready.â Before he can answer, you hang up.
